For a while you were my life
Then I looked at you and thought
w h y.t h e.h e l l.d i d.I.l e t.y o u.r u i n.m e
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and I'll smile and you'll wave
we'll pretend it's okay
the charade it won't last
when he's gone I won't come back
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some people try so hard to find themselves.
sometimes, they get lost.
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take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.
So don't explain cause I know exactly what your going to say.
Big words, recycled phrases,
And the bittersweet taste of other girls on your lips.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.
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ok so lately it has been just horrible for me.. I have found some songs that really explain how i feel.. so they will be up later.. I got to hear "Jesus of Suburbia" by Green Day and its effing awesome.. im trying to download it.. It is 9minutes and 8seconds long because its got 5 parts of it.. I cant wait til they make a music video about it.. they said they were making a movie of their whole CD.. so im going to the Poverty Neck Hillbillies concert tonight and i sorta dont wanna go.. i have nothing to be happy about anymore.. 
but what can i do about it. hes what i wanted.. 
e\>Yea, that heartbroken loser</3